It's Over Biggest suicidefuel of my life

Mainländer

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Yesterday I went to an animecon. I ended up not approaching anyone again due to extreme approach anxiety.

There was a very cute girl dancing to k-pop there, but I didn't want to approach her because I was unsure of whether she was 14 (AoC here). Today I searched for the event on Youtube and found a video of her friend (which seemed even younger) dancing, uploaded by the friend herself.

There was a link to her Instagram there. Turns out she's 15. I thought "great, 15 is legal in Brazil, if she, who looked younger, is 15, the friend whom I liked must be at least 15 as well. I'll just add her (I do have an Instagram account, but I never use it or upload anything, I have like 4 old posts there) and ask for the friend's IG.

SHE BLOCKED ME WITHIN LIKE 5 MINUTES. I was appalled. I didn't even approach her, and tried my best not to creep her out or anything.

She didn't even see my baldness, which makes me look much older, I was cosplaying at the animecon and I'm with a cap in all my IG pics.

My Chadlite friend approached a girl there who knew her. She looked like 18 but turns out she was 13, lol. It's really hard to guess sometimes. She surely told the others, maybe that's what creeped her out.

If it's over even for my 7.5/10 22 yo Chadlite friend with 15 yo girls, then I can know for sure it's over for me. I was looking good (well, at least as good as I can) during the event, the cosplay made me pass for at least someone in his early 20s. But I guess even that isn't enough, social conditioning and feminism make girls think the prospect of having anything with a 20 yo guy at 15 is creepy. Women are social sponges, conformists, and this is what the status quo repeatedly pounds into everyone's heads nowadays.

I hereby announce my volceldom. I won't be trying anymore after that. I''ll try to become a Catholic and as celibate as I possibly can. I will pray for chastity like the priest told in a video you have to do, I don't know if it works but I have no other choice. It's this, chemical castration (won't even work because I also want romance/kissing) or roping at this point.
 

SuperAdminBros

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If it's over even for my 7.5/10 22 yo Chadlite friend with 15 yo girls, then I can know for sure it's over for me.
It's so much easier for Chad in America. And honestly I never approach or orbit myself anymore because I fail HARD and get friend-zoned. A lot of the Gen Z girls are degenerates where i'm at. They would've fucked your friend ngl.
IT NEVER BEGAN
 

nekomimimodo

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I stopped going to anime cons a couple of years ago, it was too suifuel for me too see all those pastel colored hair QTs haging out with chad weebs
 

Mainländer

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I stopped going to anime cons a couple of years ago, it was too suifuel for me too see all those pastel colored hair QTs haging out with chad weebs
The only guy kissing a girl there was a Chadlite, almost a Chad. He had a perfect Jawline, nw0, good facial features in general and was stylemaxxed. He was with a foid much lower than him, like 5/10, but I'd have given everything to even kiss her, she was young and white and acted cute and autistically.
 

Mainländer

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#8
Don't become a priest though. You could try the mare pill first.
I only have cats here :lolismile:

It's funny you said that because just today I was remembering reading that we tend to talk high pitch when we talk to creatures we find cute but are not sexually/romantically attracted to. Non-pedophilic people do this when talking to children, and most do with pets as well.

I only do it with my pets. I never really felt comfortable speaking like that to children, apart from rare instances with really small ones.
 

feminismiscancer

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#9
I only have cats here :lolismile:

It's funny you said that because just today I was remembering reading that we tend to talk high pitch when we talk to creatures we find cute but are not sexually/romantically attracted to. Non-pedophilic people do this when talking to children, and most do with pets as well.

I only do it with my pets. I never really felt comfortable speaking like that to children, apart from rare instances with really small ones.
I never talk to mares at all kek
It's all pure body language.
 

feminismiscancer

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Damn your post reminds me that I do speak to my cat with a normal voice but I'm not attracted to him. It's just that I think it's foids who do the high pitched voice and infantilise their pets.
They do it with horses too but horses don't really like this. They prefer silence and body language.
 
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